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dawn's rise
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dawn's rise

all singles:

melody and lyrics: niki andré

leads and back ups: niki andré

master: scott lake @ metalworks

the dawns rise singles:

music: denzil remedios and niki andré

guitars, bass, keys and programming:denzil remedios

additional guitars: roger sader

produced by niki andré

engineered, recorded and mixed by denzil remedios at gold mine studios.

 

the first light (debut) singles:

music: stan stapor and niki andre

guitars, bass, keys and programming: stan stapor

piano, organ and strings: ron lapata

drums: ron enross

produced, recorded and mixed by stan stapor at summit studios

Credits
1. lost girl Play
lost girl

LOST GIRL  

Instrumental intro\  Dirty jazz.  (ad libs)

I lie awake breathing toxic fumes in someone else’s room.
I lie awake breathing toxic fumes can’t sleep.
I lie awake breathing toxic fumes in someone else’s room. /Dirty Jazz
I lie awake breathing toxic fumes can’t sleep. /Dirty jazz

And even when my eyes do close,
(I) Can’t find no rest.
This ain’t my home.

Cause the knowledge of missing you  
Is a stone around my chest .
And this voice says I’m not trying baby, /Someone else’s room..
But right now breathing is my best.

And all at once I wish I didn’t know you at all.
And all at once I wonder if I knew you at all.
And all at once it’s too close and too far a distance to fall,
And all at once I’m lost again. /ha ha ha ha

I lie awake breathing toxic fumes in someone else’s room. / Dirty Jazz
I lie awake breathing toxic fumes can’t sleep. /can’t can’t, can’t sleep
I lie awake breathing toxic fumes in someone else’s room. / Dirty Jazz
I lie awake breathing toxic fumes can’t sleep. / can’t can’t…

Dreamed we’d make love before the snowflakes fall. / snowflakes fall
And it’s killing me that it ain’t happened yet.
You’re still out there, I’ve no courage left to call.  / snowflakes fall
And I wouldn’t have the number if I did.

Cause the knowledge of missing you,\What’s the point of knowing if there’s nothing I can do?
Is a stone around my chest.\I can hear you crying but I can’t say I love you.
And this voice says I’m not trying baby,\Some things don’t make sense I fell in love before we met.
And the force of what that means ain’t hit me yet.\And the force of what that means ain’t hit me
yet

Cause the knowledge of missing you, - I’m missing you
Is a stone around my chest.
And this voice says I’m not trying baby,
But right now breathing is my… best…\ha ha ha

Dirty Jazz, Dirty Jazz, Dirty Dirty, Jazz Jazz Jazz..

© Niki Andre

Lyrics
lost girl
Credits

"first light" re master - see album credits

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2. clear Play
clear

Clear

It’s not safe to walk your, streets at night
Feels like being, she’s an endless fight
And I can’t pretend that faith still lives here
Powers that be now demystify
All that’s left of love is sex and strife
And it’s us and them, I can’t fit in

I won’t do what you do...see, see
Be who you do
I won’t see what you do…be, be
When you look at
I’m not who you… see, see, see, see
Clear.

CHORUS
Heal this
Feel this
I can’t believe what we’ve missed
Steal this
Back from, every “fact” we made a deal with
Cause we’re not and I’m not and we’re not and we’re not…clear

I’m not tryna, change the, world today
I just gotta, find a better way
To breathe in this hypocrisy, misogyny and
I’m not tryna, face the, world today
I just wanna run and hide away
And wait for one good man to break through
Make this feel real
Clear

CHORUS
Cause you’re not, and I’m not, and we’re not, and you’re not...clear

And I know I d*on’t belong here/ I don’t know if faith still lives here…
Yeah, you’ve made it crystal clear
Anybody?
That I’m never gonna fit here
Still is anybody there?

Cause I wanna get away
Gotta get away
Gonna save my May
I’m crying till the day
Dying till the day
It’s clear

CHORUS
Cause you’re not, and you’re not, and you’re not, and you’re not...clear

You can’t save me
If you can’t see me
I’m not breathin’
If I’m not feelin’
And please don’t tell me
That I’m not seeing

‘Cause you’re not, and you’re not
And you’re not, and you’re not
 ‘Cause you’re not, and you’re not and you’re not
Here
But I still
Pray
For somewhere…
Clear

©Niki Andre

Lyrics
clear
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3. again Play
again

Again

Two strangers meet in the darkness
They should be more than friends
Somewhere they know they’ve met before
But they couldn’t tell you when

A rhythm’s running just below the surface
God knows that we must have a deeper purpose
But who has the time to listen for the rhythm?
A million ads have torn us – torn us in a schism

That rent is late
AmEx due date
Those shoes on sale
Kelly makes bail
Is my ass it’s best?
Make him scream yes
I missed the train
I’m late a- again,

A girl cries out in the darkness
Nightmares surround her bed
She told herself she lo-loved him
But now she’s filled with dread.

A rhythm running just below the surface
And God help us this can’t be our only purpose
But who has the strength to listen for the rhythm?
A million lies have torn us in a schism


CHORUS… And I’m tired of this…And I’m tired


Heaven, is a place on earth
We’re all waiting for a planet wide rebirth
Listen for the rhythm
Build a bridge across the schism

Zombies tryna find their way
Children, ‘member how to pla-ay
 “A million ways to die?”
How many more walk dead alive?

CHORUS…And I’m tired…so sick, just tired of this…

Before the light, comes darkness
Before inhale, we heave/ are you ready?
peace find me, through his fingers
and make the chasm leave/ Are we ready?
Peace find me through his fingers
Now

© Niki Andre

Lyrics
again
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4. goodbye Play
goodbye

Goodbye
                            
I got these wings,
Before my breath
And I need to fly away

I let you go today
Now I’ll be on my way
‘Cause I was meant to Fly
I saw my wings today
I’m going on my way
‘Cause I am meant to Fly
You should know that

I got these wings
Before my breath
You should know…You should know
And after death, And after death. /…I should know this
I’ll have my wings
If not the rest
If nothing's left; if no one else and

I let you go today/…I lost my bearings in this…
Now I’ll be on my way/...loneliness but…
‘Cause I was meant to Fly
I should know that/…I can’t do this again
I saw my wings today
I’m going on my way
‘Cause I am meant to Fly

‘Cause I got these wings
Before my breath
I should know…I should know
And after death, And after death./ I should know this..
I’ll have my wings
If not the rest

If nothings left; if no one else and

Cause I’m much larger than you must’ve thought me
And if you’re too small, well then this thing is at its end
I’m just not small enough to do heartbreak again
…And, and, all the lies you spinned

If you were thinking your could hide from that but keep your bedside warm
Well then you’ll have to think again
Cause you’re still lonely even when you’ve found a friend
This is bye baby

‘Cause I got these wings/ …Were you afraid to let me in?
Before my breath
And after this and after this/ …I should know that
I’ll have these wings/…Were you afraid to risk something?
After your bed.
I’m gonna find my way

© Niki Andre

Lyrics
goodbye
Credits

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5. baby girl Play
baby girl

Baby Girl
                w "baby girl" ad libs:
And this is for my little, and this is for my little, and this is for my little…
And this is for my little, and this is for my little, and this is for my little…
And this is for my little, and this is for my little, and this is for my little…

I feel it too

Well baby girl, I know you’re watching what I see, I know
They tell you there’s only one way to be, one way to go
It could just make a girl forget that she’s a queen, I know
I can’t imagine how they just don’t grow

CHORUS :
Well maybe they don’t know what it’s like to be
Well maybe they don’t know the hurt they do
Well maybe they don’t know that they’re negating me
Maybe they do

Well baby girl I know you’re watching what I see, I know
And you’re so young to feel unclean, to feel unseen, I know
Your soul, your voice, your choice don’t show up on their screens at all
I can’t imagine why they just won’t grow

CHORUS

Well when you’ve never been told you’re more/,
You can believe you’re less. /
And when the world tells you less in more/
You might just try that, try that

BRIDGE REPEATS…
Baby girl,
 don’t let ‘em, don’t let ‘em,
 break you
Don’t let ‘em, don’t let ‘em…
wear you out

CHORUS
 
Well maybe they don’t know what it’s like to be
I do.
Well maybe they don’t know the hurt they do.
See you.
Well maybe they don’t know that they’re negating me
I do,
I feel it too

©Niki Andre

Lyrics
baby girl
Credits

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6. fly Play
fly

FLY

Instrumental Intro.\How you like me? And how you like me now?
                
Mama said,
Hush now \now now now now
You’re voice ain’t that pretty girl.
And who you think you are?

And Boo said \yeah yeah yeah yeah
You ain’t got courage to fly.
Wake up it’s time,
You saw,
Who you
Are.

Instrumental Break

Papa said,
The world’s a callous place.
Watch out,
Or else they’ll eat you -

And Boo said,
Wake up it’s time,
You saw,
Who you really are

And a songbird’s voice,
Grows stronger with negation.
And a lover’s heart,
Insistent with neglect.
And wings don’t forget that they are meant for flying,
Till the moment of their very last breath.
Last breath.

Mama said,
Girl you sing too loud. \no no no no
You’ll call trouble round.
Don’t want no ears listenin’
Don’t wanna hear how our life is.
 
And Teacher said, \no no no no
Reach for the stars,
But not too high up little one.
Icarus.
Better yet don’t reach at all \don’t reach at all, don’t reach at all…


And if you can’t find me now when everything is burned away. – hey hey
And if we can’t rise from ashes then God I’ve really lost my way. – hey hey
Cause I surrendered everything I had to that old familiar place.
For a path to that new bright and shiny one.
That One.
Sometimes the tears flow\..That One.
Sometimes the tears flow, tears flow. – no no
Sometimes the tears flow, tears flow. \sometimes the tears flow
Sometimes the tears flow tears flow \And how you like me? And how you like me?
And how you like me now?


 © Niki Andre

Lyrics
fly
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7. may Play
may

MAY

Can’t wake before dawn again
Start home after light’s faded
This nine to five’s done me in
This is a game you can’t win

Snow mixes with the cleansing rain
Don’t know, can I do this all again
Everything familiar slips away
Can I hold on one more day?

(chorus):
God,
When’s gonna come my May
When’s gonna come my May
When’s gonna come my May, baby
When comes the brighter days?

Black ice looks like frost at four a.m.
Will I find my bearings in the end?
Nothing is what it seems in half-light
Fight to survives worse than flight

(chorus)/w scat bkgs:
Sing,
When’s gonna come my May
When’s gonna come my May
When’s gonna come my May, baby
When comes the brighter days

(bridge):
And this winter’s closing in
I surrender baby
Let the darkness in
Phoenix light your flame
This weight’s too much to bear
By the grace of Spring
Lay your armor down find your way

(chorus)/ w scat bkgs:
Pray.
When’s gonna come my May
When’s gonna come my May
When’s gonna come my May, baby
Take me to brighter days
Take me to brighter days
Moon says the sunrise is near
Take me away
Away...

© Niki Andre

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may
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dawn's rise is available at iTunes and digi retailers worldwide now!     

 

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dawn’s rise is the place between my debut record,
(the first light EP), and my first full-length album, (lost girl found).
it is comprised of 4 new tracks, plus the 3 original first light ones
- back by popular demand! it’s even more intimate than
what you’ve heard from me thus far… ahem, had a few things
to get of my chest!  and if you like what you’ve been hearing
in my live shows, you’re gonna love this.  the sun always rises.
here’s to another Spring....

 

We acknowledge the financial support of the Government of Canada through the Department of Canadian Heritage (Canada Music Fund) and of Canada's Private Radio Broadcasters.

  

 

 

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This Month's Live Vibe
1. Live Reel Play
2. SEPT: Our Shirley Ellis Tribute (Jam) Play
SEPT: Our Shirley Ellis Tribute (Jam)
Credits
vocals: niki andre, bass: angel valenciano, drums: dan reiff
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3. OCT: Dues (Live Jam) Play
OCT: Dues (Live Jam)
Dues

But first you’ve got to pay your dues
From the core I know that’s never been true
Cause I remember my – my birthright too
And what’s owing and I remember forgetting too

There’s the matter of some interest incurred by you
While I was sleeping by the prick of your poisoned pin
And you’re still tryna sell me that drill of drowsy patience
Perilous poise, that in-the-meantime carrot dangling

CHOR
Well, this storm’s been rolling in for a lifetime
I just wanna step into the rain.
You been asking me to weight my wings for a lifetime
Now I’m a find my own damn way to make it rain

Well my eyes are already past fear
You didn’t catch me wipe the sleep from my eyes
Then you’d remember my – my birthright to
That we’re all owed and you’d remember forgetting too

If you had, you woulda noticed that blade I drew
Your own sword come home to roost – it’s ending
Are you still tryna sell me that bill you been found owing?
My interest’s due
I think you knew from the beginning

CHOR
…rain rain rain …

BRIDGE
I deserve better than this.
I’m washing you away
Yeah I deserve better than this.
I know my dues been paid.

CHOR

© Niki Andre
Lyrics
OCT: Dues (Live Jam)
Credits
vox: Niki Andre
drum: Dan Reiff
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4. NOV: Hedley Acapella w/ J Play
NOV: Hedley Acapella w/ J
Credits
vox: niki andre & jeanelle mckenzie
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5. DEC: Soul Humbug *free download* Play Download
DEC: Soul Humbug *free download*
Credits
Christmas Blues (Dean Martin cover)
written by David Jack Holt; Samuel Cahn)
Notes
okay soo the...ahem..."backgrounds" on this vibe were "canned"...so to speak... ;)
Happy Holidaze,

Nik'
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6. APR: Waves (Spoken Word)
APR: Waves (Spoken Word)
i let my breath breathe me.
right now,
i am expanding time to accommodate the weaving of my web
and the laying of my foundation floorboards...
cherry wood and mahogany,
a mosaic of my most authentic desires;
my most divine will.
look carefully, there is a rainbow of colours in their intricate grain.
right now
in the pregnant pauses of my breath;
of my life...
my will is drawing back to me
love, kin, allies, resources,
held in trust or invested in escrow
now flow back,
while i rest.
"sleep that knits the raveled sleeve of care" restoreths me
to clarity.
alert stillness.
long dammed emotions permeate my windows and doors.
these old familiar walls will soon be washed away in the deluge.
i brace myself, back against fresh hewn boards,
assured in the knowledge that *this* floor is immoveable
and i have always known how to swim.
i wait for it,
i anticipate the impacts of my will flowing back to meet me;
imagine them on the horizon.
one
two
three.
Lyrics
APR: Waves (Spoken Word)
Credits
all vocals: niki andre

"sleep that knits the raveled sleeve of care" is not my line! that's william shakespeare. the rest is me ;) cheers.
Notes
no instruments or special effects tricks! i just layered my vocals in gband.
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7. LIVE VIBES LIVES ON Backstage
LIVE VIBES LIVES ON Backstage
Notes

clips from live jams, spoken word joints, and exclusive sneak listens are all posted, regularly, backstage

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live clips from past jams and shows! hear more live recordings backstage .

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